Art is my meditation and my soul’s release, my brain’s challenge and the expression of emotion.
I’m a very private, neurodivergent introvert who has struggled with many things over the years but found some peace and solace in art after my husband passed in 2012. We had a controversial life together but he made me feel that I was truly the centre of someone’s universe. Losing him made me feel lost and unloved. I delved into art as a means to connect to him because he was an amazing artist.
I only found out in the last few years that I am neurodivergent. I would like to make the path easier for my children and grandchildren as some have a brain that functions similar to mine. I want their lives to be less stressful than mine has been and to not feel broken because they think differently to the majority.
The self expression I found in my art allows me to celebrate my neurodiversity rather than being shamed by my differences. Exploring art allowed me to heal in a meditative manner and that exploration built bravery to move out of my comfort zone and grow, both personally and artistically.
Focusing on complex textures or colours releases the issues in the world around me, allowing me to find peace, to remember to seek possibilities, to be brave ( even when it triggers anxiety), and observe the beauty in things around me.